CONTRIBUTIONS/

TALKS/LECTURES



(2022)

Interview (DE) on Xposed Queer Film Festival 2022, at Siegessäule Magazine

Talk (EN) at Book Launch “Revisualizing Intersectionality”, at Humboldt University Berlin

Talk (DE) “Postkolonialismus: Koloniale Kontinuitäten bekämpfen”, at Urania Berlin

Talk (EN) “How to build transnational cinema and relationships?”, at Sinema Transtopia Berlin

(2021)
Editor of Tools To Transform: Workbook for Asian diasporic orrganisations in Europe (EN)

Talk (DE) “Der Phönix”, at Bin ich süßsauer Podcast, Berlin/Köln  
Article (DE) “Wer ist sie?” Südostasiatinnen in der BRD, at Magazine Automatique, Bochum

Talk (EN) Diaspora <> War <> Tourism Complex, Thai Identity and Postcolonial History, at Sugar Nutmeg Podcast, New York

Talk (EN), at Filmclub: The Tourist and the Migrant - with Rosalia Namsai Engchuan,
by Phoebe Pua at National University Singapore Museum 2021

(2020)
Talk (EN) on Thai Food, Identity and Thai Park - with Rosalia Namsai Engchuan, at #Mygration Festival 2020

Interview (DE) at Asian German Festival 2020 by Korientation Berlin

Panel Discussion “On Gendering” with Tanu Gago, Asefina van Ast and Wang Shui

(2019)
Seeing Color Episode 35 (EN), Podcast by Zhiwan Cheung

Guide to Thai creatives, projects and places in Berlinby I-Heart-Berlin

︎Workshop “Asian Masculinities”, by Korientation Berlin

(2018)
Interview for IndieBerlin “Immersion”









CURATORIALS



    Xposed Queer Film Festival 2022

   Short Film Festival Hamburg 2022





    Cinema of commoning


International conferences, discussions and film screenings on cinema spaces as site of commonness, social and political movement, and alternative model for better future / Feb - 24-26 June 2022

(bi’bak website) (Cinema of commoning website)





    Where is my karaoke? Still, we sing



Exhibition and programme on Vietnamese, Laos and Cambodian world-making practices and exchanges in former East Germany (GDR) / 25 May - 2 October; ongoing research

(D21 website)





    Celestial Festival


Music festival with film screenings, workshops, panel discussions and party on Asian* diasporic talents and community / 14-15 May 2022

(Facebook site)





    Common Cold: un.thai.tled Film Festival 2021


Film screenings and discussions on Thai and Southeast Asian common histories during Cold War / November-December 2021

(bi’bak website)

at Sinema Transtopia, 2021 / funded by Stiftung Nord-Süd-Brücke,
Projektfonds Urbane Praxisand Goethe Institut Thailand

Touring screenings at :
- Objectif Film Club Singapore, December 2021




    Non Native Native Fair Berlin-Rotterdam

Digital market fair for Asian* diasporic creatives / June-July 2021
(website) 





    Imagining Queer Bandung


Film scrreenings, Filmmaking and Podcasting Workshop for queer BIPoCs - for the anticolonial queer alliance from the Global South / June-August 2021)

(bi’bak website) / (queer asia website) / (facebook)

at Sinema Transtopia, 2021 in collaboration between bi’bak and Queer Asia / funded by Soziokultur Fonds and Europa Solidarity Corps

Touring screenings at :
- Queer Film Festival Munich, October 2021
- Hamburg International Queer Film Festival, October 2021 (previously “Lesbische- Schwule Filmtage Hamburg”)
- Sinema Retakes & Revisions Series at Sinema Transtopia, December 2021
- BIPOC Sunrise Dortmund Special Screening at Endstation Kino Bochum, December 2021




    Beyond the kitchen: Stories from the Thai Park / Archive of Thai migration in Germany


March-July 2020; ongoing research

(museum website)

at Bezirksmuseum Charlottenburg-Wilmersdorf, 2020 / funded by Senatsverwaltung für Kultur und Europa, Bezirksamt
Charlottenburg-Wilmersdorf and Goethe-Institut Thailand



    un.thai.tled Film Festival 2020


Film screenings and discussions on Thai cinema, geopolitics and identities / & Film-workshop for BPoCs with Pimpaka Towira and un.thai.tled Collective / September-October 2020

(bi’bak website)
at Sinema Transtopia (project by bi’bak) 2020 / funded by Nord-Süd-Brücke Stiftung,
Berliner Projektfonds Kulturelle Bildung, Purin Pictures and Goethe-Institut Thailand


︎ Thai Film Screenings Berlin 2019 at Moviemento
︎Thai Evening in Berlin 2019 at Schalet
Exhibition breaking-through of un.thai.tled collective (August 2019)
supported by UCity Thailand, Thai Airways, Singha Beer, ExBerliner, I-Heart-Berlin

























utamachote


“Because I am human”



cultural producer/
film director /
curator

- based in berlin


Sarnt Utamachote © 2022


My Craft

(11/10/2017)






































































I try to perfect my craft
While you lay legs across
One hand teaching me obedience
Twist the stick and throw
I’m in order to catch up with better phrases
For it’s my fault to kneel
That I’m once a noble
With umbrella
To satisfy you well



Light will turn off soon before dawn
My heels will meet into
Pouring sand
Shapes like smiley face of
Passengers
Who stare at my nose
Or my expertise
One-sided fur, perhaps million euros
Wet full, heavy with rain
Spring tears in my eyes
To see clearly
Who is right and who has right
Which is not the case
For I am the satisfying
and pushing myself hard to be



It has been a while
We sit together sewing machines
You deliver your pastcode
And scroll down
Continue desire to desire
And I, reckless sleepless creature
Haunting in black cage
All-sided blinding
Yawn loud
Majestically
Subliminally
As the lower shits
Back fort, front back
Smack, suspire, your fist
And your cock cleavage
broke my umbrella cords
breaking apart details we needed to confront
no more




My paws pelled off this nails
And tanned back call
Operation desire
If I indeed had thousand wings
I would know where to go
Only if I’ll freeze midair
Break apart
As if I will
Shatter
To thousand more prisms
In your goddamn rainbow stripes
Over the laughters
Curse



But these claws are too calm
at peace and even vulnerable
To worth given
By archaic voices
I’m not hearing myself
I’m not hearing you
Nor even sound of the rain
Pouring right in my ass



Gone into pixels and partial self-explaination
All such muscles deserve self-exclaimation
I’m but just an ignored dried leaf
in floating plane weary
My voice could contain certain
Decibels of freedom
If there was nay at all
As a craftman